Its been a while. As usually, maybe soon I will start blogging more regularly.
Its that time, a decision was made. And I am hurt with the decision. I knew this would happen but I hung on to maybe it won't. Now I'm slightly shattered and I don't know where to go from here.
Its time to find other things. Maybe get back into writing and blogging more. Maybe get involved in the girls schools when Abigail starts.
Hopefully date nights, vacations and family things will happen more often, probably once next year starts.
Once I get surgery done I will probably feel better. I won't be torn. It would be nice if my businesses actually kicked off well. It would be a good distraction. I will probably be losing one come January, I don't think it will be worth me switching to the new way.
I just want to stop sporadically crying or feeling down. I didn't want this to happen and it did.
